Noelle where you been honey??!

I have to say, life has been feeling really good lately. I'm in school right now, which is going very well, but unfortunately I'm still in search of a job/internship. I've been looking everywhere to find one and I've applied several places, but I haven't heard back from anything. It's unfortunate that a lot of these opportunities seek people with degrees and experience, but I want to gain the experience prior to my degree so I can have connections after graduation. I was offered a job the other day, but it was a ways far from my house by public transportation and they wanted someone with a degree, but they told me to call them after graduation which sucked. You know, I'm feeling like this whole process is deferred gratification, meaning I'm holding out on an immediate reward to receive something bigger. Honestly if an internship is a smaller blessing than what God has for me, than it's totally worth waiting for. Furthermore, lately I feel this void in my life, like there's something huge missing thats not quite here yet, I think I know what it is and maybe you'll figure it out yourself by reading between the lines, but I won't say lol. That's probably why the opportunities I'm reaching for aren't within arms reach, cause something HUGE is coming. I'm a firm believer that God doesn't give anybody anything they can't handle, so I'm probably being prepared and I don't even know it! Beyond that stuff, I've started working out everyday! Anyone who knows me personally knows I like to lay in bed and eat all day, but lately I've been into fitness and living a healthier lifestyle, so I'm changing up my diet and exercising more often. Its such a good stress reliever, and I feel like I'm releasing all the weight off my shoulders and negative energy. Alongside working out, I've been putting together photoshoots! My pictures have been everywhere on social media, and there's a lot more you guys haven't seen. Modeling is something i'm so very passionate about, and I love the way I'm captured on camera. Im planning more shoots for the future and I think y'all are gonna love my next one! Thats all I'm gonna mention for now, there's so much more to share but I don't wanna say without knowing things for certain, please like this post and subscribe :)